Monday, July 13, 2009

My Gaga

This evening I had one of those {moments} I'll never forget. You know...one of those times where something tragic happens and you remember exactly where you were and what was going on around you...
I was in the kitchen cooking chicken lasagna for some friends that just had a baby. I was wearing jean shorts and a green shirt. My kids were running around crazy and Ev was standing in the kitchen behind me on the computer. I was at the stove heating the sauce for the lasagna when my cell phone started ringing. Lucky me...it was my dad!!! I answered it only to hear him tell me that {my gaga} had just passed away. I was shocked. I was immediately filled with many emotions and thoughts.......
Though it is difficult to have a loved one die, I am filled with peace to know that she has left this world. She is no longer in pain. She is no longer alone. She is finally with her one true love once again. My papa passed away on December 24, 1993 after suffering from Alzheimer's.
I was not able to see my grandmother very often. But when I did, it was always exciting! She always did and said the FUNNIEST things. When I lived in Utah, I was able to visit her a couple of times. She also flew out to attend my wedding in Nauvoo, Illinois. I hold dear to the times I was able to be in her presence. These are the last pictures I have of her and I taken in March 2005. It wasn't but just a few weeks ago that I had the prompting to write her. And boy am I grateful that I acted upon it. I wrote to her of my love and the gratitude that I feel and have for her. I also sent some pictures of our family and a painting that Brampton made for her. I hope she knows of my love and that she will dearly be missed until we meet again!
There was never a dull moment with Gaga. And this picture proves it!
For all of Gaga's loved ones still on this earth...you're in our thoughts and prayers.
I love you Gaga.

6 comments:

The Blaisdell Family said...

I know, sad day huh? I'm glad you listened to your promptings of writing her. I'm sure she was so happy to read your sweet words and comments. She was a great lady and had a good life! We will miss her dearly.

Lacey said...

Thank you for that Steph, I don't think I have any pictures of her which is making me cry as I type. So if you don't mind I'm going to steal these. I'm glad you did write, I wish I had done the same thing.

Robin Conner said...

Wow. Great post. That's the one thing I absolutely love about our faith, and that is the almost immediate comfort that comes knowing where they are and who they are with. I'm sorry for your loss, but glad she is happy and with her hubby again! Thanks for sharing!
.....p.s. now you better share your chicken lasagne recipe! ;) lol

Briana said...

You and your family will be in our thoughts and prayers. It's not easy to lose a loved one. My grandpa passed away 2 years ago, much too soon, and there are still little things that make me think of him and get emotional. I just have to remind myself that it's okay, and it's because I loved him so much! I'm glad you followed the spirit, I'm sure she treasured your words!

J and B Stewart said...

Steph, So sorry to hear of your grandmother's passing. I know it must be so hard but I know you are thankful you got/felt called to write her recently. This is a good reminder to tell those you love how much they mean to you today and not wait until tomorrow. Thinking of you and your family.

Heather said...

I have SO been there. The same thing happened to me at 6:30 in the morning in July of 2004. Out of the blue my dad called to tell me that my grandma had died. I was shocked! I feel your loss and pray that the Lord will comfort you and your family!