The Stout Family

warm fuzzies.

2012-01-29T21:06:00.002-06:00

i know, i know...ridiculous. i was in a hurry...hence the not so good "i love you" sign. but it's the thought that counts, right? i have always loved the idea of a little surprise note in a lunchbox. you know...some nice warm fuzzies to fill you up while you're away from home. come on...it's cute. i've been doing it sporadically this year for brampton. i hope he'll remember these. i try to be creative...if anything i hope it at least brings a smile to his face. if you have been following our blog, you'll know that brampton was diagnosed with a speech delay back in the day. he seriously didn't speak a word. so we signed. lots and lots of cute little brampton signing. that's how he communicated until the age of three when he started speaking in paragraphs! ha. so sign language is kind of our little thing. anyway, back to this particular note...before school i showed him the picture before placing it in his lunchbox. i asked him what it meant and he did his cute little bashful smile. he said mom loves me and i love mom. i knew it had melted his heart and sent warm fuzzies his way and i hoped he would feel my love as he looked at it later that day. well...i'm pretty sure all those warm fuzzies went out the window at lunch time b/c brampton came home and told me that everyone laughed at it. i guess they crinkled it into a ball and were playing keep away. brampton was really upset about it all. really?? already...in kindergarten they make fun of each other for things such as this?? come on. the last thing i wanted was for him to get made fun of. the thought really just makes me sick.

got milk?

2012-01-27T23:28:00.002-06:00

forget the mustache!

i love girly accessories.

2012-01-26T17:03:00.001-06:00

several years ago i bought this frame from hobby lobby (love that place) on clearance for like 7.99. when i came home with it, ev questioned my purchase. i told him it was for something...i just didn't know yet. but i had to take advantage of the deal!! you know those, right?? well i finally put it to good use. these things are flooding pinterest and blogs. i spray painted the frame brown b/c it matches their room. i considered doing a fun spunky color, but my crazy mind wouldn't let me. so brown it is. which is fine b/c all the clips give it plenty of color. i'm finding with two girls, i just don't have enough room for all the bows and such...even on that...i'm gonna have to start selling them. anyone interested???

and just b/c i'm so proud...i made over 3/4 of those. these girls are turning me into a craft-nut!

you get what you get and you don't throw a fit.

2012-01-25T22:00:00.002-06:00

something we say often in this house. speaking of which...this was all i could get in during the girls' nap time and an episode of curious george this afternoon. ha...and for those of you who don't know...that's like working off a thing of yogurt! i'll take what i can get though. yep. that's what we do around here. i'm all about being flexible. because everyone here KNOWS that THIS mama can only do so much at one time...someone has to wait their turn (usually...it's me.)

Wordless Wednesday

2012-01-25T07:00:00.000-06:00

(found THIS on ev's iphone)

we're loving you, january.

2012-01-24T18:59:00.002-06:00

the shayster riding his bike the other day...and yes...he's wearing a t-shirt and flip flops in january. i promise i'm not a horrible mom...it was in the 70's. just another reason why i love you, texas.

btw...have i mentioned that we moved into our home, finally?? yes! yes we did back at thanksgiving. and we LOVE it...i think we may stay for a little while.

ONE YEAR STATS

2012-01-24T09:58:00.001-06:00

yesterday these two went in for their wellness checkups with the lovely jennifer flippo (whom i just adore). i like her for several reasons: she's baby friendly; she's not afraid of screaming babies; she holds my children like they're her own; she calls them by their nicknames (pay pay and brookie); she talks to them; she is quick to recognize them and their needs; she goes out of her way to care for them; she LISTENS to my concerns; she talks to me like she's my girlfriend; she's not afraid to look me in the eye; and she speaks WITH me and not AT me in a language i can understand (i wish there were more like her). anyway...going to the doctor with two is difficult (but i've managed to figure it all out). take for example my experience: it started out just fine. i took both girls (fed and full) out of their carseats, placed them in the stroller, and buckled them in. just so you know...there is no way i could even do this without a stroller. how do you carry both girls...all their necessities...and try and carry a diaper bag...open doors and sign papers etc etc all the while smiling at everyone. nope. just not possible. i successfully pushed the stroller through the first door AND the second without getting caught (why they have to make it even harder on us moms...i have no idea? someone needs to do some better planning). i checked them in...i was very prepared with their new insurance cards and my drivers license and i was even 2 minutes early (very proud of that). the girls were calm and we waited to be called back. the wait wasn't long at all...very thankful for that. we were taken back by an older nurse...the girls hated her! which i completely understood...she was pretty cold to them. thus...the girls started freaking out and only wanted me. from then on...anyone and everyone made them start to cry (not just crying...their loudest screams ever). they cried through the whole checkup because they didn't want to be touched. they're very funny like that. girls. and then the mean nurse came back to do the shots and it was all down hill from there. three shots each. payton went first...i held brookie on my right hip while i leaned over to comfort and help hold down payton. after she was done, i quickly picked her up and placed her on my left hip while i put brooklynn down. once again same thing...and to top it off...me holding both screaming girls while they ask me to sign all these papers and some surveys. really people? do i look like i can sign my name with my toes or what? i guess i should practice. now THAT would be impressive. i finally calmed both girls down and placed them into the stroller so we could get out. payton had ripped off her three band aids before we even left the room to check out and blood was all over. as i patiently waited for the lady at the counter to stop goofing around...some mom made a comment like "oh they are mad, aren't they" which upset payton (my sensitive one) into full blown screaming. obviously lady. blah...blah...blah. another wellness checkup over with until april. can't wait. that's my story...although i'll have you know it was worse in real life...and i think i might have started sweating for the first time ever (something you might not have wanted to know...yes...it's true...i don't sweat...i just turn really RED in my face. weird huh). so all that...just for these silly numbers. next time i might schedule the appointment so evan can experience it all first hand. ha! love you babe.

payton olivia

19 lbs, 11 oz (25%-ile)

29 and 3/4 inches long (75%-ile)

head circumference: 17 and 3/4 inches (50%-ile)

brooklynn rae

20 lbs, 4 oz (34%-ile)

29 and 1/4 inches long (50%-ile)

head circumference: 18 inches (75%-ile)

my little lovelies

2012-01-21T22:36:00.000-06:00

yesterday, it was almost 80 here (or maybe it reached that). it was lovely. i'm so ready for spring...and i think these girls are too...they love being outside.

happy birthday grills!!

2012-01-21T21:55:00.001-06:00

to the TWO cutest little grills around...happy birthday!!

WE LOVE YOU.

a year ago...

2012-01-19T12:20:00.001-06:00

one year ago (to the day...jan 19), i posted this as my facebook status:

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35 weeks
dilated to a 4
having the babies on Friday (possibly before)!
Now, that's a complete shocker.

that was posted on a wednesday evening...and due to evan's school/test schedule and my doctors i had to lay in bed and keep the girls from coming until friday evening. and i'll have you all know that the girls were delivered at 6:53 and 6:54 pm FRIDAY EVENING. It was all in the LORD's hands. and now...here i am...preparing for the BIG day...their FIRST birthday. i can't believe how fast that year went!! the girls turn ONE on SATURDAY, JANUARY 21 (a day I will remember forever and always).

how many do you really see??

2012-01-18T09:23:00.000-06:00

the girls played with themselves in the mirror this morning...

payton was a little shy while brooklynn completely made out with herself. very true to their personalities.

all the while i was completely overwhelmed at the thought of having FOUR babies at once...well...not really, but it did cross my mind (and in case any of you wonder...evan and i *us crazies* DO consider having more chitlins. but...big BUT...all in due time, of course.)

what they do best these days...

2012-01-17T18:29:00.001-06:00

the mess maker

2012-01-17T10:18:00.001-06:00

it's a good thing that this little girl is as cute as she is...because she sure does keep me on my toes.

Brooklynn has a serious fetish with making messes lately.

she thoroughly enjoys pulling things out of cupboards! and i mean EVERYTHING.

she even does it at Grandma's house too!

she also thinks it's ok to eat off the floor. have i mentioned that this girl is worse than my boys.

she can turn a clean room upside down in literally just seconds. and payton just watches her.

caught in action.

this is how i spend my every day...cleaning up one mess after the other!

they add lots of color to my life.

2012-01-14T09:46:00.000-06:00

i often wonder if i'll ever miss these days...??

lots and lots of bottles

and a dishwasher full of colorful dishes

looky, looky, i got del taco!

2012-01-13T22:51:00.000-06:00

del taco is coming!! ev and i just discovered this today...and it made me so happy. i can't even tell you how happy i am (i'm pathetic). pepper jack quesadillas...mmm...i can taste you already. mom, lacey and jum...don't be jealous! this just means you HAVE to come and visit at least once a month! another reason why i LOVE texas.

pay-pay

2012-01-13T09:49:00.000-06:00

oh payton! you are so precious. look at those chubby cheeks (and that drool)...i like to nibble on them...softly, of course. i love to hear your giggle...especially when i tickle right under your neck. and your eyes. there's just something about them. i'm drawn to them when I look at you...they're beautiful...and perfectly shaped like an almond. they are the windows to your soul. right now, you have strawberry blonde hair and your skin is fair...very fair. you really are just darling. for a while, you were attached to my hip...but I think you're growing out of it. i'm kind of sad about that because you're the only one of my babies that has preferred me over your dad. but i'll enjoy it while it lasts! we call you pay-pay. the boys even call you this...and it has stuck. i think it's so cute. we also call you "the payz"or the payster, which i love because it reminds me of my maiden name (payzant...hence the reason why i chose PAYTON over PEYTON). i have always loved the name payton (and brooklynn). in fact they were names i told my family...friends...and roommates that I wanted to name my daughters before i even met and married evan. lucky me...i had two girls at once...and was able to put BOTH names to good use! and even better...evan approved of them. i named the girls while they were in the womb based on their movements and behavior. baby a was payton and baby b was brooklynn. BUT i told evan that i wanted to see the girls before we officially decided. and so payton came out first...not even one peep came out of her mouth. evan asked me which one she was...baby a was still PAYTON for sure. baby b came out next...brooklynn. ev showed her to me...she was definitely a brooklynn...she screamed immediately and wouldn't stop! i had never heard screaming like that before. i thought..."so this is what it's like to have a girl...and boy, she's going to be a tough one (and that she is!)".

payton is one of those babies that just goes with the flow (most of the time)...which has been a blessing with having to take care of two! she is a quiet observer and is quick to figure things out. she's a smart one! i love her cute little baby smell...baby breath...baby softness...baby talk...and baby look. while kansas grandma and grandpa were here at Thanksgiving, they kept commenting on how cute her profile is...and well i concur. she has the cutest little profile around. and i'm a little jealous of her beautiful, long eyelashes (look at them)!

I wish I looked that cute when crying!

2012-01-11T09:52:00.000-06:00

This is Brooklynn. she's one of my more difficult ones...she's a complete drama queen! and i love her for it....this was her reaction after i simply told her, "no brookie, you can't touch the computer". Total meltdown. i can't even imagine the tantrums we'll have when we hit the teenage years (thank goodness i have time to prepare)! she cracks me up...don't worry, after i took these pictures...i gave her lots of loves.

a wip

2012-01-10T14:37:00.002-06:00

yeah...so like i said previously, a work in progress (wip). my goal for the month of january is to have this little boy potty trained! the hard part is he has NO desire. he could care less about a wet/poopy diaper. and when i ask to change him or sit on the potty he has a HORRIBLE.NO.GOOD melt down. I had been using a gumball machine as his reward for going on the toilet. however, that didn't last too long. yesterday, i decided to check out pinterest for some sticker charts and there was one that fit him perfectly! SUPERHEROS! he was dry all day and at the end of the day there were 6 stickers! way to go shayester!! i'm SO proud of you...so so so proud. here's to no more man-pooping in your diaper (hopefully)!!

every single day.

2012-01-09T09:40:00.000-06:00

this is how we start our every day. an 8 oz bottle of warm formula.

hello monday (you snuck up on us)!

this kid whispers.

2012-01-08T10:20:00.000-06:00

this morning I woke up to lots of quiet talk...little whisperings from this little boy, cardston. both he and brampton came into our bed during the night and decided to make a mom sandwich. seriously. i had bad breath and stuffed-up noses all up in my space. anyway, this is how he wakes up...he lays in bed and just whispers to himself about things. i'm not sure what. if i try and ask him...he gets grumpy. so i just let him be. i am very much the same way...if i get woken up the wrong way...i'm a real bear! so i gave him some time and then i started to tickle him because i'm his mom...and well...i'm afraid this kid is growing up way too fast.

a slow going sat.

2012-01-07T17:25:00.001-06:00

today was one of those saturdays that I dreamt about back in November/December. we didn't do a whole lot of anything!! and it's been fabulous. especially after the crazy few months we've had! sigh. cardston went around in his diaper and rain boots (I know you're thinking...what?? diaper?? he's 3 and still has yet to be potty trained. trust me, it's a work in progress) and brampton chose to wear his batman jammies. and from the pictures, you'll notice he also spent the day with leftover chocolate...he's saving it for later. silly boy. he has a major sweet tooth like his mom. he'd eat candy at every meal if I'd let him.

we took lots of random pictures of everyone. I'm trying really hard to be better at documenting our lives again (and blogging)! I have been horrible since the girls were born. living life is hard enough...remembering to pause and take pictures is almost impossible. but i'll have to admit life with twins is getting a whole lot easier! and notice the two treasures b found in his boxes from Galveston...he's been wearing them all day and will most likely sleep with them on. love him.

ev and I spent the afternoon cleaning out the garage. our new garage has been stuffed with all our junk and unpacked boxes since we moved in. but we made a nice dent in it today. lots of stuff went to goodwill and I placed several things on craiglist (which I already sold...double yay!!). I love getting rid of stuff that just collects dust!! cleanliness brings me happiness. and I'm so not afraid of throwing stuff away...I had to tell ev to close his eyes a couple of times.

the boys spent the day playing with all their old toys! they haven't seen some of them in 11 months!! it was like Christmas all over again. and notice...my lovely hubby even snuck in a nap on the couch. I'm pretty much the best wife ever! please...sense the sarcasm there.

bouncing babies.

2012-01-07T15:30:00.000-06:00

Just because THESE pictures make us laugh...I thought I would share. I know kansas grama and grampa will appreciate them. It's hilarious to watch them in the bouncers together...once one starts jumping...the other one jumps in and then they just compete to see who can jump the fastest.

a shout out to teachers

2012-01-06T14:00:00.000-06:00

I have a new appreciation for teachers. for reals. do you know how much time they spend JUST making copies?? LOTS. And that is just copies. I was not aware of this until B started school and I volunteered to help his teacher out. I have offered to go and make copies once a week for the awesome Mr. Wells (b's teacher). The only way in which I am able to do this is because of my wonderful mother-in-law who lives just minutes away from us. She kindly watches my littles while I go to B's school for an hour or so on Friday mornings. I feel like I've become a pro at working copy machines. This morning, I made all of the copies above. Crazy huh? It's actually pretty fun and I thoroughly enjoy being so involved in B's class. So if any of you readers are looking for something to do...I would suggest going to a nearby school and volunteering. They NEED you.

the after party.

2012-01-06T11:18:00.001-06:00

Forget toys! Santa was smart to only bring the girls one big gift...cause Christmas morning all they cared about were all the balloons. I'm pretty sure Cardston was more excited about the girls' gift than they were.

And the boys thoroughly enjoyed playing with all their new toys from Santa. It was relaxing to just sit there and watch them play.

And from the looks on the girls' faces...this had to be their favorite part! mmm...pancakes for breakfast. It definitely was a MERRY Christmas morning.

just captured!

2012-01-05T18:08:00.000-06:00

This girl cracks me up! Thank goodness....because she happens to be one of my more difficult babies. Although, I have to admit...she's a WONDERFUL eater. And by that I mean...she eats everything. I rarely have to worry about her choking on stuff. Payton on the other hand chokes on everything even if it's the size of a pea. Cardston was very much like Brooklynn in his eating habits. He could scarf down a hamburger from McD's at this point. Brooki is very vocal and when there is no food on her tray...well...she lets us know! Big time...and she wrinkles up her nose while doing so. We call it her "I want more" face. Speaking of "more"...she can sign and say it at the same time now. I can't believe my babies are getting so old!!

two low riders.

2012-01-05T14:30:00.002-06:00

I am absolutely lovin' the stage the girls are at right now! I think this is my favorite... around 9-14 months. They are so stinkin' cute...and their personalities truly shine! And boy, are these two complete opposites. You'll notice from the pictures that we have one that loves hair accessories and one that can't stand having them on. Bummer for me. I love hairbows...a little too much maybe. But I'll take what I can get. And I'm thinking that our crawling days are coming to a close here soon (if you remember, the twins turn ONE on Jan. 21)....which I'm a little nervous about...they're really going to be all over the place then. I'm counting my blessings that they have yet to discover the stairs. I have yet to purchase any gates for the stairs. I'm sure that day will come...for now...I am very much enjoying having two GIRLS and watching them explore and discover the world around them.

Christmas Eve

2012-01-04T09:54:00.001-06:00

On Christmas Eve morning and afternoon we enjoyed time with cousins....playing...running...throwing balls...and eating mc d's. And then to top off the day, we went to grama and grampa stout's home for a nice dinner in our finest attire. the stout grandkids reenacted Luke 2 from the Bible. It was precious and the kiddos were adorable.

Cardston was sure the cutest little shepard I have ever seen!

After dinner festivities, we came home to prepare for Santa! I love that our boys understand Christmas and get all excited about everything...we put out cookies, milk, and some celery for the reindeer. We placed the boys' wish lists in a mailbox for Santa (since we never made it to see him this year) and Brampton wrote him a little note saying he had been a good boy this year. Then it was off to bed...

I'm pretty sure Santa and his elves worked late into the night for us! All was calm in our home and I couldn't help but think of Mary and what she experienced that night long ago. I can't imagine going into labor and delivering a baby without a hospital...the wonderful nurses...doctors...and most importantly, modern medicine! I am thankful to her, for being the women she was and bringing her son, Jesus Christ into this world. I hope to be able to meet her someday...maybe in the next life.

A favorite pastime.

2012-01-03T12:17:00.003-06:00

The girls LOVE the bath...even when it's empty! They giggle whenever they see a tub and crawl over to it quickly...which turns into lots and lots of screaming with excitement (mostly from brooklynn)!! I have a new love for bathtime...seriously...because it means happiness all around.

back to the old grind.

2012-01-03T09:09:00.001-06:00

This morning was a rough one in the Stout house! Only because this little boy did NOT want to go to school. B's Christmas break is officially over. And boy, this kid didn't want to get out of bed!! I was shocked...Brampton loves school and he is so not one to sleep-in. I seriously had no idea how to help him out this morning. I was trying my best to be positive for him...but really, I felt for my boy. I didn't want to be the mean mom that told him he HAD to get out of bed....had to eat his captain crunch cereal FAST....had to go to the bathroom...had to take off his jammies....had to put on the shirt that he did not want to wear (b/c it has buttons)...had to brush his teeth...had to get his shoes on...had to get the coat on that he was refusing to wear...had to get in the car....had to get his seat belt on...had to go to school again...and THEN....had to say "no, you can't take mr. elephant with you". While driving him he kept saying...I don't want to go to school. I want to go back to Amazing Jake's.

I felt so torn as I tried to be strong and supportive to my child. I understand that I am teaching him many lessons about life...BUT I know exactly how he felt. I too have experienced this many times. Poor kid. My heart broke as I dropped him off and watched him walk into school, LATE (AGAIN for the 100th time...worst mom ever).

Here's to hopefully a better start tomorrow...someone please tell me...what do you do??

Christmas in our OWN home

2012-01-02T14:01:00.002-06:00

Christmas this year was a very memorable one! Granted we did spend the holidays with Ev's family...I felt like we had a good balance of our own time and extended family time. So...we pretty much stayed home this year. No traveling for us. Yeah right...can you imagine having to pack-up Christmas now that we have FOUR kids? That's a little overwhelming..well...more like SUPER overwhelming and stressful. Since Ev and I have been married, we have spent the holidays with our families, either in Kansas or Texas. I love being with the ones I love and sharing lasting memories. But....BUT now that we have kids...lots of them...I feel like I'm ready to start our own Christmas traditions. I knew this time would come....and I'm totally ok with it. And this year was the year that kicked it off. It was lovely...we were in our new home...we were able to decorate three trees...we watched many Christmas shows...ate lots of goodies...and I finally put one of my craft bookmarks to use (speaking of which I need to PIN it)! We talked about Christ every night before bed for most of the month. We read different verses from the Bible, Book of Mormon and articles from the Friend with the boys. As always, Christmas music was played non-stop and I felt as though the Spirit of Christmas was with us and in our home.

For all of this and much more I am grateful for.

Recognize these stockings?? You may have seen them...good ole Target.

I added the frames with sweet pictures of my CUTE littles (thank you dollar tree...spray painted and embellished with glitter) to the mantle hooks with a little bit of hot glue

This little guy made an appearance shortly after we moved into our home. We read his book and the boys decided to name him JAM. Not sure what that's all about?? Maybe a twist on JUM?? Yep that's it. We love you Jum.

And then this tradition....I can't take any credit. I totally copied this idea from my Nato friends. Isn't it so cool though?? I decided that we must do it every year!! I can hardly wait to have tons of these on our mantle.

And then this was our "fancy" tree as Brampton called it. Red is his favorite color so I figured he would love it. And I'm pretty pleased with the way it turned out...probably our best decorated tree yet.

Merry and Bright.

2011-12-26T18:58:00.001-06:00

love the Stout family

one FULL tub!

2011-12-16T14:04:00.001-06:00

It's been far too long, huh? Did you miss these cute faces?

btw...bathing four kids is exhausting. maybe that's why i don't blog anymore...not enough time.

Wordless Wednesday

2011-10-12T08:00:00.000-05:00

Some nasty crusty crusts.

2011-10-11T23:28:00.003-05:00

So remember how Brampton started kindergarten this year?? Oh wait...of course you don't! Slacker me...I have yet to blog about that. Well he did and he LOVES it. No surprise there. He loves to learn. Anyways...

...so this nasty picture. Yes...it is nasty and to think that this is my son! Brampton. Poor kid. He came home from school last Wednesday with a fever (which has spread like wild fire to the rest of us). And then up popped this rash. I immediately thought it was the chicken pox, but Evan seems to think that it's hand, foot and mouth disease or impetigo. Lovely. Now, remember that Brampton has asthma, eczema, peanut allergies, all kinds of allergies for that matter and is unable to get a flu shot b/c of these allergies. Needless to say...his immune system is slightly weak. Which means that this kid comes home with everything....spreading it to the rest of my little ones. And by the time we all get better....we start all over again! kindergarten has been a scary one for me....you know with all the nasty germs that kids share...the thought of it keeps me up at night and gets my ocd all in a tizzy. So let me make a shout out to all you moms....TEACH YOUR CHILDREN TO WASH THEIR HANDS...OFTEN!!

My poor kid is really self conscious about it. He keeps asking if we can clean the crusty crust off his chin. Before school today he said he couldn't go because of his bad rash. And after picking him up from school today, I asked him if anyone asked him about his face (just curious if he was teased), he said they asked what happened to him. His reply..."my skin is falling off".

cardston shaye shaye

2011-10-07T10:16:00.004-05:00

Oh Cardston! Where do I even begin?? You are HILARIOUS and so FULL OF LIFE! I mean look at your face in that picture...you are a delight to be around (as long as you're not tired...that's a different story). You are always making me laugh! I LOVE every word that comes out of that mouth of yours. You inherited the "payzant smile". It reminds me of kansas grandpa and your great-grandpa Payzant....two of the finest men on earth! I enjoy watching your lips as you talk...it's adorable to me. I literally enjoy watching your every move.

You have grown so much in the past month since Brampton has started school. I love how you have bloomed into your own little person. You are no longer Brampton's little shadow. And it's nice to see YOU.

Some of your favorites right now:
**GEORGE...your monkey of course...he's pretty much apart of the family. we can't go anywhere without him

**GREEN...literally anything and everything. the other day you were begging for some velcro at hobby lobby b/c it was green. and you had no idea what it was for. silly kid.

**CEREAL...lucky charms, cocoa puffs and captain crunch

**SALAD...I love this about you. You LOVE salad and broccoli. I have never known a child that loves healthy food like you.

**KERA...aka PBS you love watching this in the morning (Super Why, Wild Kratts)

**PUZZLES...you love doing puzzles and you are pretty good at it too

**GAMES...you enjoy playing games on Starfall, pbskids.org, and lds.org

**BOOKS...you love to read stories (fav right now...The Pout Pout Fish)

**COOKING...this cracks me up...you thoroughly enjoy helping texas grandma in the kitchen

**PLAYDOH...you could do this for hours

**SONG...Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, The Wise Man, and the Foolish Man, Maroon Five's Move Like Jagger...I love how you say "I want it louder" or "Brampton let's dance" in the car

**PRAYING...you love to pray! in fact you get upset when it's not your turn.

**PLAYING...you love to play...anywhere and everywhere...and are quick to make friends wherever you go

**DIAPERS...I don't know if I'm ever going to get you out of them

**SWEETS...you love candy

**GUM...you are always spotting gum and eating the whole pack in secret. in fact, you'll chew one piece of gum for hours

THREE years of Cardston

2011-09-29T22:30:00.000-05:00

It's hard to believe that Cardston has only been apart of our family for 3 years. I feel like he fits in perfectly. He's apart of us and he has his own little place in our family. It's almost like he has always been with us....funny how that happens when you love someone...you can't even remember or imagine life without them. Anyways...here's the babers through the years. I have to admit...he's one handsome little boy (in my eyes). He has always been a happy child and LOVES to laugh. It has been a JOY to spend everyday with him.

I LOVE that adorable face

It's back!!

2011-09-28T10:20:00.000-05:00

Wordless Wednesday

Babers turns THREE.

2011-09-27T10:08:00.000-05:00

So back to Cardston's birthday (eek! 4 months later)...I'd like to think he had a pretty good day! I mean what kid doesn't want a pillow pet?

Or some awesome Star Wars figures? And to name a few not pictured: a new bike with a bell; a helmet; pjs; orange flip flops; Tangled; clothes; and an Imaginext Castle. This kid is pretty spoiled.

We celebrated the evening at the Rainforest Cafe on the Seawall....per Cardston's request. Look at that yummy dessert! It even had a sparkler on top...but I wasn't quick enough with the camera to capture that. I think his face pretty much says it all! He was in HEAVEN!

The girlies even tagged along too!

Yay for turning THREE!! ...and here's to hoping that we can go from having THREE in diapers...to...TWO please!

oh bloggity blog blog!

2011-09-26T16:20:00.000-05:00

I hate to say it...but summer is officially over...and it ended on my birthday with the beginning of Fall. Although, here in Texas you'd still think it was July with the temperatures we're having! School has started and my first born has entered Kindergarten. Sigh. No more lazy days for this mom....and it's kicking my [big] tushy! Payton's picture depicts how I feel perfectly. Oh well...life goes on and I've decided that it's about time I started posting on this lil' blog of ours. Has it really been 4 months since I last blogged?? Man, that went by way too fast! Hopefully I haven't lost all of our readers. Now that I have one less child during the day...I should have some time to blog....at least I'm hoping. We'll see how long I last. I've come to realize that life for us is just crazy...all the time and well...I JUST CAN'T DO EVERYTHING. For now....I'm sacrificing my time for my children. And I'm completely ok with that (most days). Now...get ready for the BIGGEST stout family catch-up ever! Ready...set....GO!!

today is a SPECIAL day!

2011-05-17T12:10:00.005-05:00

It's this little guy's birthday!!

HaPPy BirthDAY Cardston Shaye....we love YOU.

Brampton

2011-05-10T17:00:00.005-05:00

Also known as Button. Not for that cute button-nose of his, but because that's what Cardston would call him before he could fully pronounce Brampton. And it stuck. Button he is. Our little button.

I can't imagine my life without him. In fact, I feel like I have known him my whole life. This little boy, who has only been on this earth for 5 years, has taught me SO much in such a short amount of time. He is unique. His own little person and someone I look up to...not down. He is so full of light and laughter. He has this giggle that is beyond contagious. He LOVES to learn. Boy that's an understatement. He's always curious and asks why, what and how ALL the time. Although sometimes this can be bothersome, I LOVE it. And as his mother, I find great joy in answering all his questions. Just yesterday he asked me (while driving in the car...shortly after a bird pooped on the window), "mom, do birds call cars their potties?". And not too long ago Brampton asked Evan, "what's in our hearts, dad?" Evan's answer...blood of course; with a puzzled look Brampton replied, "oh I thought it was LOVE".

His favorite things right now:

*playing the Wii. especially with his dad. He loves Lego Star Wars and Madagascar

*anything red and gold. his eyes are drawn to all things red and gold and has to have them.

*mr. elephant. and b still rubs mr. e's eyes while falling asleep. something he has done since he was a wee little one.

*tools. not just any tool...shiny silver ones. We went to Home Depot and B asked Evan and I for a $20 pack of wrenches. He said he needed them because he loves shiny things.

*playing at the park. we've been going to the park almost every day the past few weeks.

*music. he loves to dance and is a pretty good dancer.

*his little cpo. aka c-3po. I think he loves it b/c it's little and gold.

*his dad. b loves his dad. it's cute. the other night Brampton said, "dad, are we best friends?".

*song...Popcorn Popping

*scripture story...Samuel the Lamanite

*string cheese, cocoa puffs, chocolate shakes, and McDs' chicken nuggets

*last but not least, his imaginary friend....the WIND GUY. Yes, those two have many adventures together.

I love watching my little boy be so helpful with the girls. He is always so willing to get me diapers and wipes and then throw them away. My favorite is when I ask him to get one of the girls their binkies when crying. He's always so sweet to them. He'll talk to them to calm them down. And lately he enjoys getting them to laugh. That's just as adorable. The girls love B!

Brampton, you are a sweet heart. You are so caring and loving. You are a perfect example of charity. You are so Christ-like. And you make me want to be a better person and mother each and every day.

Home Depot Kids Workshop

2011-05-06T16:05:00.006-05:00

Did you know that the Home Depot has Kid Workshops??

They do! And it's FREE. Even better. They are held on the FIRST Saturday of every month. Between 9 am-12 pm.

Check your local store.

The boys thoroughly enjoyed using real hammers and watching the nails go down and down into the wood. And then they were a little crazy with the paint. Brampton painted his flower box PINK of all colors. I'm assuming it's because that was the closest color to red that was available. Home Depot even provided soil and flowers to be planted in them.

We're headed there tomorrow morning to check out the next project!!

Celebrating CINCO.

2011-05-03T12:14:00.009-05:00

Well Brampton's birthday was a success! He went to sleep that night within seconds of hitting the pillow and was all smiles. Here are some pictures of how he spent the evening. BBQ hot dogs and hamburgers...root beer...bikes...cake...and to top it off, playing Star Wars on the Wii with Dad. He LOVES his new bike and "hat". And he's been begging to ride bikes everyday since. Any excuse to be outside is fine with me!! Especially with the NICE temperatures we have been enjoying the past few days.
Make a wish!!
Here's to an AWESOME year of LOTS of LEARNING and all sorts of NEW EXPERIENCES. Tear. Not so sure I'm ready for the whole Kindergarten thing. But one thing is for sure...HE IS. We've been spending our days working really hard on workbooks and memorization. 911...check. Phone number...check. Address...check. First and last name...check check. Potty...check. Numbers...check. Letters and sounds...check check. Shapes...check. Colors...check. Same and different concept...check. And for fun...1st Article of Faith...double check. One thing he needs to learn and practice...tying his shoe laces. All he wears are flip flops. I guess I need to buy some shoes with laces!

And if you're curious about what your child should know and be able to do before kindergarten, go here.

Happy Birthday Brampton!!

2011-05-02T16:24:00.013-05:00

Last night after the boys and lil' girls went to sleep, Evan and I decorated the house. Red, blue and orange streamers are hanging everywhere along with some signs and a pretty awesome looking table covered in confetti. The boys woke up bright and early this morning. They were ecstatic! They ran up and down the stairs checking out the birthday decor. Brampton asked if it was FINALLY his birthday. Sure enough...May 2nd has arrived. And my lil boy is turning FIVE. Brampton requested DONUTS for breakfast (his favorite). Easy enough. We loaded everyone up and headed to Shipley's. The birthday boy enjoyed TWO chocolate glazed donuts along with his brother. I'm not even going to tell you what all I ate...too much. I'm a donut lover as well. And as we stuffed our faces, Evan and I discussed the latest news...has Bin Laden really been killed??
We then proceeded to Wal-mart, where we picked up our site-to-store purchase. For the lil' dude of course. A brand new BIKE!! We returned home and Evan began assembling the RED and GOLD two wheeler (B's favorite colors) along with his two helpful sons.
We also swung by the post office to pick up Brampton's birthday package from Kansas gamma and gampa!! This has been his favorite part of the day. Thanks mom and dad.
He finally has the Pillow Pet that he's been begging me for...the RED lady bug. The presents were immediately put to use...he watched Despicable Me while laying on his new pillow. And before Dad went to work...we all enjoyed Brampton's favorite...McD's. That's a whole lot of JUNK food in one day. Good thing he has a bike to burn off all those calories! Speaking of which, we're off to test it out.

Turning FIVE.

2011-05-02T14:40:00.064-05:00

My lil' dude turns FIVE today!! Hip Hip Hooray!! And to celebrate...I thought I would post a TON of pictures of him.

I love you Brampton. Happy BIRTH-day to you!

The girls' stats @ 2 months

2011-04-21T22:00:00.003-05:00

Brooklynn

height: 21.46 inches (16%ile)

weight: 11 lbs 5.7 oz (64%ile)

head circum: 14.37 inches (4%ile)

Payton

height: 22.01 inches (35%ile)

weight: 11 lbs 11.3 oz (73%ile)

head circum: 14.57 inches (9%ile)

Wordless Wednesday

2011-04-06T07:00:00.002-05:00

Stuff.

2011-04-04T11:55:00.006-05:00

I have been trying new recipes all last week. We were in quite the rut there for a while...you know...cooking the same old thing and getting really tired of them. I'm not sure why...but it really makes me want to eat out ALL THE TIME when we get in said rut. Anyway...I thought I would share some of our favorites from the week. And trust me...these are STOUT TESTED and we give them TWO THUMBS UP.

(just click on recipe to be linked up)

Thai Chicken Wraps and Peanut Sauce

Red Beans and Rice

Bacon Cheeseburger Chicken

There...now go check them out for yourself!

And because I know you all hate to clean the MICROWAVE just as much as I do...I'll share a little secret. Seriously, I just spray this all over the inside...let it sit for a few minutes and wipe out! That easy.

1 cup of water

1 cup of dish soap

1 cup of ammonia

Combine all in a spray bottle (be sure to label) and keep for continuous use!

**And I can't say I came up with this...special thanks to my cousins Teranne and Pauline**

Recognizing my blessings.

2011-04-01T20:55:00.010-05:00

Oh these two! They are two of the sweetest boys I know. I have had a rough week. Several days I just wanted to hide (from everything and everyone). Preferably in my bed! Ah yes, my bed. Am I the only one that experiences this?? Please tell me it's normal every now and then. Anyways...these boys do anything and everything to get me to laugh and smile. One day in particular this week, we were outside enjoying the weather. The boys were riding bikes. In the middle of all their fun, they picked some flowers and came running to me and said that they were for me and the girlies (their favorite women). Ahh...they truly know how to melt a woman's heart!

Love my boys. And how could one not love these two?? They are pretty sweet too. I have so much to be thankful for! And tonight, I am SO thankful that this weekend we have the privilege of hearing this WONDERFUL man during General Conference...

President Thomas S. Monson.

Did you know that he is one of the most powerful octogenarians in America??

This could not come at a better time for me...I am in NEED of a spiritual boost..."a renewed determination to live the gospel and to serve the Lord"!!

Wordless Wednesday

2011-03-30T07:00:00.001-05:00

Another video for today.

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Our chubbies.

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2011-03-25T16:30:00.000-05:00

Evan has a job!!

2011-03-25T12:57:00.014-05:00

The long awaited Match Day has come and gone. Thank goodness. We had been waiting for this day for years!! It's nice to finally know where we are going to be living AND to finally be making some money...now that we have FOUR children. Have I mentioned that I am tired of living off of student loans?? Yes. Yes I am. Evan matched with his #1 choice...John Peter Smith Hospital in Fort Worth, Texas doing Orthopedic Surgery. And just so you know how STELLAR my husband is...JPS had 500 applicants...they interviewed 60 and had 4 spots. Yep. Pretty amazing if you ask me. We are now receiving mail for DR. EVAN STOUT. Wowwee. Our dreams are finally becoming reality. I'm so proud of you Evan!! Your hard work has truly paid off...you deserve your number one.

All of us waiting for Dad's envelope with the (GOOD) news!

JPS Baby!!

Happy day! Look at that big smile and sigh of relief!!

And shoot! Both boys are extremely excited for dad b/c that means they get to live right by Grandma and Grandpa Stout.

Wordless Wednesday

2011-03-23T19:07:00.001-05:00

Kisses!

2011-03-11T12:49:00.008-06:00

The girls LOVE giving each other kisses...especially when it's time to eat!

Sometimes they suck on each other's head and hands.

These are for you, Aunt Lacey.

The End.

Favorites from today.

2011-03-10T22:11:00.004-06:00

The girls in their car seats! I'm still in shock that I have twins, believe it or not.
The little ruffles on the girls' bums! Love it!!

And just to note: they have just recently outgrown size NEWBORN diapers and clothes...but are still a little too tiny for size 0-3 months. My itty bitties are growing.

My little monkeys! The weather was absolutely gorgeous today and the boys ventured outside to play with chalk. Cardston is still in his funny jammies (don't judge me...heck...I'm still in mine). And Brampton...well...he has started to cheese it up for the camera. I love that Brampton is trying to keep the sun out of his eyes and has placed his hand on top of Cardston's head. And Babers has a wipe that he was using to clean up the chalk. Silly kid. I love that his knee is popped. Can we say GOOFBALLS. Brooklynn
This picture captures their personalities perfectly! Brooklynn has major attitude!
Payton bug!

Wordless Wednesday

2011-03-09T19:14:00.000-06:00

Today.

2011-03-08T22:30:00.006-06:00

Yesterday (Monday) was a poopy day. I laid in bed last night thinking of all the horrible things that happened and wanted to take them all back.

But I can't.

And so...I promised myself to do better today. And well...today I tried REALLY hard to be a good MOM.

I want my children to remember the fun times I share with them...laughing...dancing...singing...playing...pretending...and talking. Most importantly, I want them to remember that there was and is LOVE and LAUGHTER in our home. I want them to know that I truly love them EACH and EVERY day.

And since I have been such a horrible blogger lately...I thought I would share some recent pictures of the girlies. Proof that they are growing and filling out...love me some chunky baby cheeks!

Payton

Brooklynn
And I had to sneak this one in! Payton lookin' oh so precious.

Their first two weeks.

2011-03-06T21:45:00.003-06:00

I'll have to admit...the first two weeks were a little hectic. But, that's normal even when you have one baby. The boys were trying to adjust to less attention. Time-outs happened quite frequently. But overall...they handled it very well. The girls are little angels! They eat and sleep and sleep some more. And that makes life all the more better for a mother. We were extremely blessed to have Texas Grandma stay and help take care of US for 3 weeks. She was my saving grace...taking care of the boys and helping with the girls...cooking meals...cleaning...pretty much everything! Thank you Annette. Evan was on a rotation that allowed him to be home quite a bit and THAT brought me much comfort. We spent the first few days trying to figure out a schedule for the girls...learning how to nurse two at once...adjusting to now having four kids...bonding...and feeling super sleep deprived. I was still in quite a bit of pain from my incision and VERY swollen in my legs and feet. We were enjoying the first few moments with our babies...life slowed way down for us and we realized what was MOST important. Here are some pictures to prove it...

Brookipoo
lil P
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Girls' stats at TWO WEEKS:
Both were EXACTLY the same.
6 pounds, 4 ounces
19.5 inches

They're gaining weight! Yay. That means we don't have to supplement (for now at least).

4 under 4

2011-03-02T09:24:00.004-06:00

One night last week I was trying to get ALL the kids to bed while Evan was at the church. As I was reading the boys some stories and answering all their questions, the girls were starting to fuss and needed to be fed. It seemed as though all my children were trying to be heard and needed my attention. And I do believe that was the MOMENT....when I realized that I NOW have FOUR children under the age of FOUR!! And then Evan walked in and came to my rescue. I'm SO grateful I have him by my side in this thing called LIFE!

*And oh so thankful that I have been blessed with these beautiful children. I love them*

The Ending.

2011-02-23T17:30:00.002-06:00

It seemed strange to be walking into the hospital because honestly I wasn't in a TON of pain. It was uncomfortable...I could hardly walk...or move. But this pregnancy was different than my other two. I have to remember that. Maybe it's because I had been put through so much pain already that I was just numb to it all. Anyways...on Friday, January 21st we arrived at about 2:30 pm. I was walking in already dilated to a 4. When we entered the birthing floor, my nurse took us to our room and I changed into those LOVELY gowns (oh how I hate those) and did a urine sample. My nurse came in (she new a bit about me b/c she had spoken on the phone with my doctor) and asked me why I was there..."you're only 35 weeks...why are you here". She took one look at my urine and thought that I was dehydrated and this was making me have regular contractions. So she started me on fluids to see if that would stop them. They hooked me up to the monitor to check contractions and the babies...and sure enough...after the liquids were gone...I continued to contract. And boy did they get intense! Because my uterus was so large...the contractions were different than with my singleton pregnancies. The pain was in my ribs! During contractions I felt like someone was standing on my ribs and I literally couldn't breath. My doctor came in and confirmed that I was "in labor" and the girls were coming. They admitted me...added some more pretty bracelets to my wrist...and took some blood (two different times). My doctor checked my cervix and said that I was at a good 7. However, baby A (Payton Olivia) was TRANSVERSE. Like really transverse. Both the nurse and my doctor thought she might be head down just from checking my cervix b/c they could feel bone. But after TWO different ultrasounds...come to find out...they were feeling her ribs. So it was decided...C-section it was. My doctor left immediately to go get ready. The anesthesiologist came in to chat about the surgery. He looked at me and said "your having twins?...you look too little to have twins in there." That gave me a good laugh. He left and said that they would be back in 5 minutes to get me for surgery. Well....those 5 minutes were the worst! I told Evan that I couldn't do it ANYMORE and that he better start praying real hard for me. I do believe that I had reached that point...where I needed some help beyond my own. It seems that I always reach that point and have with all 3 pregnancies. But the heavens must have opened and angels must have come to my rescue b/c the nurses did end up coming to get me shortly after and I somehow made it through the 45 minutes it took to get me all ready for surgery and to have all the on-call doctors arrive (they had two pediatricians come in...one for each baby...and an extra doctor to assist my lovely doctor). I have to admit...all the months of sickness...of throwing up...nasty smells...nose bleeds...heartburn...no sleep...getting huge...stretching skin...nasty veins...PAIN...and messy house was worth it all after hearing my two baby's first moments.

I have said several times during this pregnancy (and I'm stating it here), that I do believe that carrying twins has been the most difficult and challenging thing I have done here on this earth.

Payton Olivia was born first (baby A) at 6:53 pm. She did not make a peep due to the meconium in her lungs, but I heard everyone in the room ooh and aah over her.And then not even a minute later, Brooklynn Rae (baby B) arrived at 6:54 pm screaming like she had been doing it in the womb. And notice (her left hand)...she came out signing as well. They took the girls away and finished sewing me up. I was completely out of it at this point. I started barfing and gagging. Oh it was horrible. I don't remember anything after getting back to my room. Which is unfortunate...because they brought us our girls...and I don't remember it. AT ALL. I even held the girls...and I don't remember it. I awoke early Saturday morning and remembered that I TRULY had delivered twins the night before...it wasn't a dream. I immediately wanted to see and hold them. So I woke Evan up and told him to have them bring the girls in. I loved when the nurses would bring the babies to us...I would always get excited as I heard the wheels squeaking down the hallway...and then as the nurse knocks on the door...and the girls enter the room in their beds. They have such a sweet spirit about them. Of course, as always...it's love at first sight. I love their little sounds...their newborn smells...their newness...and their little everything!
Later that afternoon the boys and grandma came to meet the girls.
Brampton claimed Payton as his woman and Cardston...well...he was a little unsure about the babies. Especially their belly buttons. He did not like the leftover umbilical cord. In fact, he started gagging at one point.
After the boys left, Payton started having a hard time breathing. The nurses rushed her away and put her on "no stimulation". They put an IV in her head and fed her through a tube. We were told that we couldn't hold or touch her. My poor baby! I did a lot of crying when seeing her this way. Evan gave her a blessing and we were hopeful that everything would be ok. The nurses would tell us that Payton knew when we left her side b/c she would start to get upset. It was cute to hear...but broke my heart even more.
Come to find out...she still had some fluids in her lungs (TTN-Transient Tachypnea) which is pretty common in c-section deliveries. She was kept this way until Monday morning (almost 2 days). We would take Brooklynn to see her sister in hopes that it would help Payton get better. And get better she did. Monday morning at 5:30 am I walked into the nursery to see how my baby was doing...and they let me hold her (cords and all). Finally. It was hard for me to see her hooked up to so many things and not be able to hold or touch her. Especially when she would cry...I wanted to be able to comfort her.

Nurse Jennifer took care of Payton while she was on "no stimulation". She took such good care of our baby love. And to her we are so thankful! She is a fabulous nurse and we were grateful to have Payton in such good care.

After several days...the girls were back together again! I think they missed each other.

And that's one proud dad of twin girls! I love him.After four days in the hospital and all the craziness there, I was so ready to get home and sleep in our own beds (and start healing)! I was extremely grateful that we were all able to leave together happy and healthy! I'm counting my blessings...over and over again.

Boys.

2011-02-17T20:30:00.003-06:00

This is what happens when I sit down to nurse payton and brooklynn. The boys take advantage of their busy mom and ignore everything she says...

Gotta love little boys.

Thank goodness they are now in bed and no messes can be made again until tomorrow morning...until then...I have lots of cleaning up to do.

The beginning of the end.

2011-02-16T12:00:00.000-06:00

Now that my babies are almost a month old (my how time flies!) I thought that I should post about how the end of the twinners pregnancy went down before posting any pictures of their birth etc. All throughout this pregnancy I have dreamt about how it would end, but never, did I imagine it would happen quite like it did. These girls sure did surprise us! And I have a feeling they are going to be doing that from here on out!!

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I posted this on my parents' private blog on January 14, 2011

**I was too lazy and exhausted to post it on ours too (I wish I had)**

Title: Yes, I waddle (a lot)

Well...here I am at 34.5 weeks. Me in all my glory (taken Friday, January 14). Notice the swelling in the face...chin...back...butt...thighs...ok pretty much everywhere! Both Payton and Brooklynn are healthy baby girls weighing in at 5.7 lbs. and 5.2 lbs. I have now gained 6o lbs. with this pregnancy which puts me right up there with Evan. Lovely.

Payton is being a little pill. She's breech...which means I may have a csection. Please pray that she flips!! My new D-day is February 1st. But I'm kinda hoping that these girls make their entrance before then. Preferably sometime that Evan is at home and not flying around the U.S. for interviews....speaking of which...he's headed to Kansas City right now.

I'm currently dilated to a 1...50% effaced...-2 station.

I have an appointment next Wednesday (January 19), so we'll see if I have made anymore progress.

For now...we play the waiting game...and get even bigger.

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Like I mentioned in the above post, I went to my following appointment a week later. Payton was still being a little pill...breech she still was. Poop. My doctor said she looked way too comfortable where she was. And she had been in that position since December. In fact, she said there was about a 1% chance that Payton would move. I was a little disappointed. I had delivered both boys vaginally and now I would have to be cut open. I was a little scared and had no idea what to expect. I have always been told that csections are horrible and recovery is not fun. But at this point...I just wanted to get these girls out of me. I didn't care how.

My doctor checked my cervix and I had indeed progressed more. At 35 weeks pregnant, I was now dilated to a 3/4...50% effaced...-2 station. I could tell my doctor was shocked! She was hoping to get me to 37 weeks. But that wasn't going to happen! In fact, she canceled my scheduled csection on February 1st and bumped it up to Tuesday, January 25th. However, she told me that she did NOT think I would last 'til the 25 (6 days away). She told me NOT to do anything. She said that I was on BED REST. Literally. She said to just stay in bed and do nothing. I agreed. After all...that sounded awfully nice, but lets be honest...I have two boys and a husband busy with medical school. Lying in bed all day long is NOT possible in this Stout house.

My doctor told me that she was on call at the hospital on that Friday, January 21 (two days later) and that if I continued to have regular contractions, that I should just get to the hospital. Reason being: my doc wanted to have my delivery be as controlled as possible with there being two babies and the first being breech.

After all that news, they hooked me up to the monitors to see how the girls did during contractions. Sure enough, I was having some pretty steady ones. Nothing painful...just uncomfortable. My doctor came in after about 20 minutes and checked out the readings....babies were doing well. She walked me out...she was really concerned and even offered to check my cervix again just to make sure that I wasn't going into true labor.

**Have I mentioned yet that I LOVE my obgyn?? She is fabulous. Really. I LOVE her! And I'm so grateful I found her for this pregnancy.**

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I knew that I was not in true labor. It wasn't painful enough. I texted family to tell them all the news. We were all shocked. The girls were coming! And they were coming soon. Yay. The end was here. Evan's mother pretty much dropped everything and drove down the next day so that I could follow the doctor's orders and just rest. I continued to have consistent contractions the rest of that day (Wednesday). I could hardly rest b/c of all the excitement! But rest I did and Evan was so good to take care of the boys for me.

Thursday was pretty uneventful as far as contractions go. Evan had a CPR class all day and the boys and I layed in my bed all morning watching movies! It was fun. And the boys were so good to just let me rest. Grandma arrived in the afternoon. I did have contractions, but nothing consistent. Little did I know that Whataburger would be my last meal before the girls arrived.

On Friday morning, the contractions picked up again. I couldn't eat anything. I wasn't hungry and I felt almost nauseous. Evan had class that morning along with a presentation. I slept in and took my time getting ready for the day. Just getting up out of the bed made the contractions pick up once again and they continued to intensify throughout the morning. Evan came home from class and we decided that maybe I should call my doc. Sure enough...she said she would meet us at the hospital.

I took this picture Friday morning to document myself at 35 weeks pregnant with twins.
At this point, I was no longer sleeping...eating...or doing anything. I simply could not! I had pain everywhere!! I was swollen like crazy...which made it almost impossible to walk. I was secretly hoping that this was the end! I wanted to be admitted into the hospital. I was crossing my fingers that they would NOT send me home. I just couldn't do this anymore.

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Evan took this before we left for the hospital. This is the biggest I have EVER been in my entire life! I had no idea my skin could stretch quite like it did (with minimal damage). I have 3 stretch marks on my belly! ok...I just checked....there are 5. I'm counting my blessings! It could be worse, right? We packed our bags...at least I did...and off we went to Christus St. Johns Hospital in Nassau Bay, Texas (about 30 minutes away). The boys were safe and sound at home with Grandma and Evan and I headed to the hospital. Everything was perfect!

Introducing...

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Payton Olivia and Brooklynn Rae

Friday, January 21, 2011

6:53 pm and 6:54 pm

5 lbs. 10 oz, 5 lbs. 15 oz

both 19 inches

I miss these guys...

2011-01-05T10:49:00.013-06:00

Brampton and Cardston left on Sunday to stay with Grandma and Grandpa Stout (in Texas, as Brampton would say, because Galveston is obviously not apart of Texas). And while I am oh so thankful for some time to rest and to keep my ankles from swelling...

I MISS MY BOYS DEARLY.

I MISS hearing them hide in the dryer with all their "babies" while I do the dishes.
I MISS precious moments like this...Cardston reading a book in a storage bin and being silly.
I MISS watching them and hearing them talk and giggle.
I MISS the cute things I find while they play.

I MISS all of Brampton's little treasures....each one is precious to him for some different reason.I MISS having them come wake me in the morning and hearing them whisper to each other as we all lay in bed together.

I MISS taking care of them.

I MISS all of their questions.

I MISS hugging and kissing them.

I MISS putting them to bed at night and singing as they fall asleep.

And I may even MISS having to change Cardston's diapers.

I MISS both of you, Brampton and Cardston.

I can hardly wait to see you again and to be together.

I LOVE YOU TWO.

Merry Christmas,

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from our family to yours.

Wordless Wednesday

2010-12-22T07:00:00.000-06:00

We're home.

2010-12-20T22:01:00.005-06:00

Life for our little family is quite busy and strange at the moment. But we're back in Galveston. We were away for two months because of Evan's rotation at the University of Kansas and he also had 6 interviews for residency in: Kansas City (KU)...Fort Worth, TX...Little Rock, Arkansas...Lubbock, TX...Kansas City (UMKC)...and San Antonio, TX. He is currently doing a rotation in the ER....which means he works some killer hours. But we're happy to see him when he's not at work or sleeping because he worked all night. And the fact that I'm 8 months pregnant with twins and HUGE makes being a mom to two little boys difficult!! Hence the reason that this is our FIRST official Christmas on our own. Plus, my doctor said no more traveling. And I'm not exactly sure how I feel about it...? But I guess it's good...I've been able to rest and take it easy (which is about all I can do these days).

Right now....I miss these guys.

We sure did have a lot of FUN spending 5 weeks at my parents house!!
And my parents took us to see the Kansas City Missouri Temple (obviously it's in the works). So exciting!
And as always, my children did not want to cooperate for a picture. They were much more interested in throwing rocks through the fence.
.................
Follow the Kansas City Temple Chaser

Neat read on the lumber used for the temple

My pregnancy: 30 weeks

2010-12-14T21:44:00.005-06:00

I feel extremely blessed to still be carrying these girls! Even if I do have swollen everything and varicose veins gallore. I have heard so many stories of women delivering their multiples before 30 weeks. That just freaks me out. Don't get me wrong...I complain about how I'm ready to be done. Who doesn't? Everyday I tell myself that I can do it (I think). I mean come on...6 more weeks doesn't seem too bad, right?
After 2 months of being away from home and my doctor (I know...risky), I went to see the lovely Drs. Abair! I love her. And I was able to see my two little girls (my favorite part). The girls are right on track for 30 weeks:
Baby A is 3 pounds 6 ounces
Baby B is 3 pounds 9 ounces
(That's like carrying a 7 pounder already!)
My doctor tells me she thinks I'll deliver at 36 weeks...which puts me right on track for the end of January (the 25th). We'll see. If they are anything like their stubborn brothers (whom I love)...they'll go the whole 40 weeks! Ha.

My pregnancy: 29 weeks

2010-12-06T14:53:00.003-06:00

I can't believe I am in my third trimester with these babies!! This pregnancy really has flown by (even though at times I feel like I'm never going to have these girls)....only because our family has been all over Texas and Kansas....which helps to pass the time. And I have hardly even blogged about it.

I will have to say that this pregnancy has been much harder than my two singleton pregnancies. As you can imagine. It's double everything!! I can hardly wait to get these girls out of me. Don't get me wrong...I want them to be healthy and ready to enter the world, but I would love to be able to breath again. Or better yet, walk again...normally...without swelling. And I do miss being able to sleep on my stomach...or even getting some sleep. I do believe that I have finally reached the uncomfortable/horrible stage. But it's do able and I'm trying to be tough. I mean come on...it's not like I'm having quadruplets or anything!

I realize that I can't do this on my own. I pray daily for added strength and energy. I pray for these two little girls that they would be healthy as they continue to grow. And I always ask for help as I struggle with the pain that seems to increase daily now-a-days. And I know that these prayers are answered. I can't even begin to explain how grateful I am for this...for a loving Heavenly Father that hears my prayers and answers them.

Now, just to answer some of your questions about the twins:

Twins do run on my father's side (Payzant).

We are having two girls.

Payton and Brooklynn.

They are due on February 22, 2011 (but my doctor isn't going to let me go past Feb. 14).

I'm hoping to at least carry them to 35 weeks.

They are fraternal.

Each girl is in her own sac and has her own placenta.

They are right on track as far as size goes...2.5 pounds each/15 inches long.

AND

Did you realize that b/c of this...we have to buy BIGGER car??

Yes...

this is the most expensive pregnancy for us thus far. Double everything, remember?

But we love it and wouldn't have it any other way!!!

Snapshots

2010-11-22T21:42:00.001-06:00

I have been an extremely lazy blogger lately (if you haven't noticed). Ok maybe a lazy everything. I can't help it. My body is working overtime lately...making twins is hard work!! Much more difficult than carrying just one. But that's quite alright...I am getting all too excited to meet our little girls. Although, these days I feel like I am carrying one large octopus (you were right Leisel). I get hit and kicked in all directions at the same time. It's quite weird. But funny at the same time. Baby A likes to karate chop my bladder 24/7 while Baby B has grown fond of chillin' up in my ribs (leaving me breathless). And as you can imagine....it's only going to get better as they get bigger. ha! Alright. Enough baby talk for now. Here are some of the latest pictures of our family here in Kansas.

Grandpa came home with this awesome piece of machinery one night. I think every boy needs one of these tractors! And as you can imagine...they quite enjoyed themselves.

Brampton and Grandpa

Brampton's drawing of him and Cardston playing with the tractor.

The boys loved Halloween night! They helped gamma pass out candy to all the kids. That was their favorite part...seeing everyone's costumes.

The boys' new favorite place...Cardston calls it Mickey Mouse

The boys have loved having Nickelodeon on every morning. Their new favorite is Umi Zoomi.

Cardston playing with his Aunt Jum.

This is how Cardston likes to watch TV

We have enjoyed meeting up with my bestest friend, Michelle Nato and her niece and nephew. I think if we lived here...Brampton and Layne would be best buds.

And it wouldn't be a true Payzant visit without going to the movies.

And thanks to the freezing temps, we have thoroughly enjoyed the cocomotion and some Stephen's Candycane Cocoa.

A boy's dream.

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Grandpa set up a tent for the boys in the basement along with some Christmas lights. They love it!! And they sleep in it every night underneath their (pretend) stars.

Kansas

2010-11-01T08:36:00.014-05:00

We're in Kansas! Evan is doing an away rotation at KU Med in orthopedic surgery....which means we get to visit gamma and papa for a little over a month!!! Lucky us. We have really been enjoying our time here thus far (more pictures to come). In fact this past week we went and visited the famous Louisburg Cider Mill.

This was the boys' favorite part....FEEDING THE GOATS!!! I've never heard Cardston squeal and giggle so much. In fact, he was in tears after leaving them.

And I've heard GREAT things about their cider and donuts...so we tried them. And boy, they sure did not disappoint!! Possibly my favorite by far.

Thanks Gamma for the fun adventure!!!

Happy Halloween!

2010-10-31T19:43:00.000-05:00

we are the pirates who don't do anything!

2010-10-01T14:58:00.008-05:00

Have you heard that Veggie Tales song?? If not, you're missing out. My boys love it!

Unfortunately, that song is all about us. I blame it on this exhausting pregnancy (it's sucking the life out of me).

We seriously have become the pirates that don't do anything! We literally just stay home and lie around. The boys hang out naked most days playing pirates or peter pan and captain hook.

Brampton always has some kind of weapon tucked into his pants.
hmmm....I think I have an idea of what this boy wants to be for Halloween.

Big news at our house!

2010-09-30T15:24:00.009-05:00

Yesterday was the big day! My ultrasound. All four of us went to my appointment at UTMB. The boys played games on Evan's phone while they checked out our little babies.

From the beginning, both Brampton and Cardston have said that the babies were both girls. They really want sisters! I guess I should've listened to them....

BECAUSE THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT WE'RE HAVING.

TWO GIRLS.

Face shot of Baby A

Face shot of Baby B
The boys (all three) are thrilled!! And I couldn't be more pleased. I say bring on the pink!!

And just to document...me and the girls at 19 weeks.

Wordless Wednesday

2010-09-22T08:00:00.004-05:00

Their weekend attire.

2010-09-21T13:47:00.007-05:00

Well we're back! Life has finally settled down a bit and this preggers lady is starting to feel human enough to jump into blogging again. Did you miss us??

Brampton and Cardston crack us up these days. The other night I was doing the dishes and Brampton came into the kitchen dressed as pictured. He asked me if I had seen his basketball shorts. I couldn't help but laugh at his appearance. Apparently, Baby Legs can also be used as basketball socks. Speaking of legs...notice Brampton's skinny-minnie legs. Love them.

And then Cardston had to join in on the fun too.

Let it be known.

2010-09-14T11:40:00.009-05:00

I'm sure many of our blog followers already know or have assumed this...I am pregnant (17 weeks to be exact)! We sent the above cards out to all our close family to share the news.
But then a few weeks after sending them out, we had an ultrasound and we saw BABY A and BABY B!
That's right...WE'RE HAVING TWINS!!!
You'll notice they are side by side in this picture (that's a shot of the top of their heads). Precious. I'm already in love.

I guess I should send out new cards!

Who said a black bra was a shirt?

2010-06-25T17:36:00.005-05:00

After leaving walmart to grab some water for my hot and red-faced family, my eyes were drawn to this barely dressed girl. Get this, she was wearing jean shorts (cheeks hanging out) and a black bra! Seriously. What happened to "NO SHOES, NO SHIRT, NO SERVICE"? Honestly. Did she think THAT was ok to wear in public? I wanted to cover my little boys' eyes to protect their innocence. My first thought was Lady Gaga. You too? And I immediately knew who this young woman idolized. Unfortunately.

I couldn't help but think about what Elder Ballard said in a talk (Mothers and Daughters) he gave at General Conference. Remember that one? It was awesome. Feel free to read it yourself whether you are a Latter-day Saint or not, it is great advice and counsel.

It is, unfortunately, all too easy to illustrate the confusion and distortion of womanhood in contemporary society. Immodest, immoral, intemperate women jam the airwaves, monopolize magazines, and slink across movie screens—all while being celebrated by the world. The Apostle Paul spoke prophetically of “perilous times” that will come in the last days and specifically referenced something that may have seemed particularly perilous to him: “silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts” (2 Timothy 3:1, 6). Popular culture today often makes women look silly, inconsequential, mindless, and powerless. It objectifies them and disrespects them and then suggests that they are able to leave their mark on mankind only by seduction—easily the most pervasively dangerous message the adversary sends to women about themselves.

And if I ever come across any girl or woman dressed like this again...I will tell her to go put some clothes on...and then tell her about individual worth. Seriously.

I take this seriously.

2010-06-23T18:50:00.014-05:00

No wordless Wednesday today...in fact, I have a lot to say about something I've been thinkin' about lately. Let me explain. The other day while out...I was "people watching". Something I LOVE to do. A little too much maybe. And I became very interested in this mother, her young daughter, and the daughter's boyfriend. It was VERY evident from their communicating that the mother/daughter relationship was lacking respect, love, and patience. Sad. And even more sad...this daughter was pregnant and clearly not old enough to drive.

And this got me thinking...

I started to think about myself at her age...clearly not old enough on any level to give birth or even raise a child and deal with motherhood. I was still into Beauty and the Beast and playing barbies for crying out loud....ok that was a huge exaggeration...but you get my point. mmkay.

And then I started to think about just how dirty the world has become. And I'm not talking about the stuff under your nails or skipping a shower or two. Seriously...FILTH ALL OVER. And then I had a real eye opener....My boys. I thought about how they are NOT always going to be little. They are going to grow up and have to deal with all this evil. And that's when I realized and decided that my role as their mother is SERIOUS business. I have to teach them. I have to tell them about all this before one of their friends in Kindergarten beats me to it.

I want the best for my children. I want them to be successful. I want them to be leaders. I want them to be righteous examples. I want them to be a light in a world full of darkness. And I realize that I have to teach them a few things first. The difference between good and bad....what's right and wrong. I have had GREAT examples in my life, but have also had some NOT so great examples by those close to me. But I have learned from both the good and bad. And I am grateful for this.

For my children's sake I am going to be bold. I have already decided this. No more beating around the bush. My children are going to KNOW and not walk the line because they were not told directly. And in relating this to the pregnant girl above, my boys are going to know all about their bodies and that of the opposite sex. They are going to know about SEX. I want them to know that it is and should be pure and special, saved for that special someone that they will one day marry. And by that I mean AFTER and ONLY after they are married and sealed in the Temple for eternity. I want my boys to respect women! I want them to know that they are special. They are daughters of God. And should be treated no less.

And while I'm at it...I'm going to teach my boys about pornography. And I share this quote from a this talk,

I warn against pornography. It is degrading of women. It is evil. It is infectious, destructive, and addictive. The body has means by which it can cleanse itself from harmful effects of contaminated food or drink. But it cannot vomit back the poison of pornography. Once recorded, it always remains subject to recall, flashing its perverted images across your mind, with power to draw you away from the wholesome things in life. Avoid it like the plague!

I've known far too many that have been affected by this filth. It destroys families and souls. I want my children to know that it is NOT ok to have an affair. It is not ok to mess with married individuals! That's wrong. It causes so much pain and heartache to many...and even children. And last, but not least...drugs. I want my children to know that they are harmful to our body and soul. They are addictive and just evil. It's all about education. Is it any wonder why we have so many families that are torn apart and seperated and children that are confused??

I hope and pray that I can go about this in the right way. And by that, I mean following the Spirit at all times and doing the will of the Lord. After all, He is the one that gave me these boys. They are His too. And to my little ones, I hope that they will follow those PERFECT examples that have gone before them. Their great-grandparents...the Stouts, the Browns, the Petersons, and the Payzants. All are righteous examples. Married to their spouses and have been faithful everyday of their lives. And then their grandparents...Russ and Jeri Payzant and Cary and Annette Stout. Some of the BEST people I know. Who have worked so hard to get to where they are now. Who are selfless and devoted to the work of the Lord. And were married in the Temple for time and eternity. And are doing so much good. And last but not least...I would hope that my boys would follow in their father's footsteps. I feel Evan is a perfect example of the kind of men my boys will become. And I am oh so thankful for this influence in their lives....fathers are important.

Now, I understand that we are all mortal and are far from perfect. I understand that my children will make mistakes and may possibly stray from the principles they have been taught and know to be true. But I would hope that when encountered by evil, that they would run the opposite direction. Choose good over evil. And come off conqueror.

This is my hope. The desire of my heart. I am a mom. And I have a lot of teaching to do IN the home.

My favorite part of the day.

2010-06-22T20:15:00.010-05:00

Tonight we ate dinner as a family. Afterward, Ev went out to help some friends move. And for some reason, life just feels...i hate to say it... [perfect]. My husband was out serving and I, being a mom, was busy bathing, dressing and reading to my boys. Does life ever get you SO busy that you just don't have time to do the small things (or want to)?? Sometimes, we put the boys to bed without stories or without a bath and it bothers me!! I don't like not having a routine. But tonight was normal. I gave them a bath...lotioned them up...clipped all their fingernails...cleaned their ears...combed their hair and brushed their teeth (for over a minute)! Ahh...I love knowing that my children have been taken care of and that they are going to bed clean. It's a wonderful feeling. And then I read them three stories...Chicka Chicka Boom Boom, On the Moon and The Giving Tree. I hope it filled their minds with all sorts of questions and thoughts to ponder on as they fell asleep. And as we always do, we knelt in prayer to the Father of all. It's precious to hear my boys pray. I love it. And then my favorite part...I sang to them some of our favorite lullaby's and watched their little eyes start to close. There is nothing better than this!! Seriously. I am grateful for routine and making time for the ones that are most precious to me.

And I must give a shout out to the best photographer.

Trials.

2010-06-22T13:34:00.008-05:00

Prayer is vital in my life. I love that we are able to pray to a loving Heavenly Father through Christ's name to give thanks and ask for divine help in this mortal journey of ours. As if life isn't hard enough, sometimes I like to pray for trials. Trials are always humbling and bring me to my knees. Don't get me wrong, it's rough. But I love how life's challenges bring me to my knees. I always feel stronger. I feel like I can accomplish anything with the Lord's help. And there is nothing better than knowing that I am changing...growing...and being refined.

Just recently I have had this challenge. It has been difficult! I have been brought to my knees many times or better yet HUMBLED....in front of my children who completely did not understand...and my husband...who did not either...and never will. I have felt very alone and like there was no one to turn to except for my Heavenly Father. He who knows all. He who knows exactly what I am experiencing and that I JUST CAN'T do it alone any longer. I need and have needed some divine help. I could not carry this all on my own. But I completely understood that I would have to until it was time. Until my time had passed. And oh, it was as if the sun would never rise.

And then...there it was. Peace. Ah...peace and comfort. Be still my little soul.

Sunday morning while at Church, the Lord answered my prayers. And it was the happiest moment ever. I felt Christ's love. I felt the Spirit testifying to my soul that Heavenly Father had answered my prayer! That He loves me and that He was and is helping me through this "trial" of mine. This, the fourth verse to Count Your Many Blessings, was everything I needed:

So amid the conflict,

whether great or small,

Do not be discouraged;

God is over all.

Count your many blessings;

angels will attend,

Help and comfort give you to your journey’s end.

[And that made a world of a difference to me]

Christ lives. He is very much aware of each of us. He wants nothing more than to help us. He is our Savior.

Wordless Wednesday

2010-06-16T12:21:00.002-05:00

Where my boys at?

2010-06-09T10:35:00.006-05:00

Today I'm missing my two little shadows and all the CUTE things they say and do!!

lacey bates photography

don't you just love this picture? my lovely and very talented sister took it. thanks lacey.

Two many BIRTHDAYS!

2010-06-08T07:00:00.001-05:00

Both of the boys celebrated their birthdays this past May! Brampton's was on May 2 and he turned FOUR. Cardston's was on May 17 and he turned TWO.

The boys REALLY were spoiled by mom and dad, Kansas grandma and grandpa, Texas grandma and grandpa and GREAT gramma and grampa Stout!!
A new trampoline!
More presents...and a PIRATE water table!!

This summer is going to be filled with lots of fun in the sun!!!

A little R&R

2010-06-07T23:20:00.003-05:00

The boys are at Texas Grandma and Grandpa's this week visiting cousins. Ev and I decided to treat ourselves to a hotel in Houston for a couple of nights. And it has been fabulous.
And tomorrow...we're headed to the Houston Temple. Yay!! I can't imagine a better way to end our getaway.

My FIRST Coach!!!

2010-06-07T19:45:00.004-05:00

My husband bought me my FIRST COACH purse today!! I have wanted one for YEARS!! I almost bought a fake Coach in Mexico last year, but couldn't find one I loved. And then today, Evan took me to the outlets and lucky for me...there was a COACH factory. I spotted the one I wanted immediately!! It was a nice BIG one with a CORAL (my favorite color) strap. But then I found the same one, but a bit smaller. I couldn't decide. I was torn. We stood there for a while...thank goodness I have the most patient husband ever....and Evan suggested I go big...that's what a Coach bag is all about anyway, right? We headed to checkout with the big coral one in hand and then, and THEN I spotted the purse above and FELL in love! That's right, I fell in love with a purse. Heaven knows I have this fetish with bags. I have always had a love for "cute little things". So it's no surprise that this one is PERFECT for ME! Another plus...it was 50% off and I had a 20% off coupon. Talk about deal!! I LOVE IT.

Thanks Evan.

Wordless Wednesday

2010-06-02T15:00:00.001-05:00

Big hair is cool.

2010-05-30T18:37:00.005-05:00

This month has sure been a busy one for our little family! As a result, my posting has sadly been neglected. But don't you worry...many updates to come (ie: Brampton's birthday; Cardston's birthday; Texas Grandma and Grandpa; Cousin Camp in Kansas; a buckle fracture/yellow splint and a red cast).

For now, enjoy these two funnies from our Brampton.

**Tonight Evan came down stairs and told me that Brampton used some of my hair product to do his hair. I figured there would be clumps of my wasted BED HEAD all over, but he actually did a pretty good job! He came down with a huge smile and said, "look mom I put my make-up on". Followed by "my hair is big". I love that he is starting to take an interest in doing his hair!

**Brampton loves BANANAS. He would eat them all day long if I would let him. In fact, he'll eat one and ask for another...and another. Tonight, he asked for a banana and I told him we didn't have any. To which he replied, "oh, that makes Jesus sad".

Happy Mother's Day!

2010-05-09T13:12:00.004-05:00

It warms my heart to hear these two call me mommy! I am honored to be their mother. I'm so thankful they have blessed my life with so much love, laughter and joy. And it is my privilege to take care of them each and every day.

"In my opinion, the teaching, rearing, and training of children requires more intelligence, intuitive understanding, humility, strength, wisdom, spirituality, perseverance, and hard work than any other challenge we might have in life."

James E. Faust

Wordless Wednesday

2010-05-05T16:35:00.001-05:00

Please, try this!

2010-05-04T16:36:00.002-05:00

Honestly, it makes cleaning the shower FUN!!!

Mr. Clean never ceases to amaze me.

(my new favorite cleaning product)

THANK YOU!!

2010-04-30T21:14:00.002-05:00

Thank you Kansas Grandma and Grandpa! Brampton loves his gifts...and has not put his FUN toy down all day today...he's even sleeping with it! Good choice! Thanks!! We love you.

my ramblings.

2010-04-30T10:08:00.012-05:00

The weather here has been just perfect! In fact, it's made me want to spring clean and organize...which is exactly what I have been doing. I even cleaned and organized Ev's side of the garage! And then today, it's raining. barf. I want to be outside and enjoying the beauty. Oh well. So...the boys and I decided that WE are taking the day off. We're still in our jammies and Brampton just asked to watch a Christmas movie. Ha! Why not. Let's pretend it's almost Christmas.

I really have been in a blogging rut lately. Not sure why? I guess it's because I have been spending more time with these kiddos....trying to have lots of fun...and getting them to be more healthy and active. Speaking of being healthy...wow! Brampton is now eating FRUIT and SOME veggies. ok...more like just carrots dipped in ranch. it's a start though. and last night for dinner he ate teriyaki chicken, RICE, and oranges! wow.eee. Jamie Oliver would be PROUD of me and my efforts. Speaking of which...did anyone watch the Food Revolution?? I'm hooked. and I think I have a secret crush on HIM. Love me some of that cute accent of his.
And speaking of love. I LOVE these boys. Look at how big they are!!! Brampton turns FOUR on Sunday. I can't believe this!! My how time flies. What happened to my babies?? I guess it's time for another. And just to clear up some questions....no there are no species growing inside me. It may be a while before that happens again. But Brampton and Cardston are CONVINCED that there is a Brooklynn waiting in heaven to come be with our family. In fact, Brampton asked me the other day if we could go pick her up on Saturday and bring her home! Talk about hilarious. Sorry buddy, it's a little more complicated. Speaking of Brampton...he's been asking me multiple choice questions lately. The other day he burped and said, "mom, was that a stinker, a barf, a cough, or a burp?" I answered burp, but was wrong! Apparently, you can answer both burp and barf (that was the answer). oops. what can I say...it's been a while since I last took a multiple choice test.

well we have a busy weekend filled with fun to celebrate his birthday...and we're off to start by going to have LUNCH with our favorite...DAD!!!

And just so I don't forget...he has told us that he wants a PIRATE SHIP, a TREASURE MAP and a BOOK OF MORMON for his birthday.

Wordless Wednesday

2010-04-28T20:51:00.000-05:00

well fed.

2010-04-22T22:21:00.008-05:00

I will never forget TONIGHT! Both my boys actually ate what I made for dinner...chicken pot pie. THIS never happens around here. I usually end up making about 3 different meals to please my boys...like ramen (their current favorite) or two pieces of bread with a slice of cheese. Horrible, I know. Have I mentioned I have one of the PICKIEST eaters ever?!! It's wearing me out! But tonight was a blessing from up above (LITERALLY), I felt like a real mom as they ate! A smart mom...one who has every single food group present on the table. A healthy mom...one who prepares meals/sides with lots of color. And I have to admit, one PROUD mom! I was smiling from ear to ear. Cardston kept saying "mmm". And Brampton was proud of himself too...he'd show me every bite.

For once, my children went to bed well fed!

Ah...this feels good.

**please feel free to share meals your children eat with me, I need some help**

Wordless Wednesday

2010-04-21T20:43:00.001-05:00

Blossoming.

2010-04-19T12:06:00.009-05:00

I bet you didn't know my favorite color is CORAL? It is. Which is why I'm in love with this beautiful rose that bloomed this past week. Even better....this was planted in the back by my sweet husband just for ME.

Talk about LOVE.liness.

Remember this? "Roses are a universal symbol of love. Like children, they require extra care, patience, and hard work from the gardener. But when they bloom, they're outstanding. Their combination of intense fragrance, color, and beautiful form is worth all the effort." -Susan Lordi

Take time to smell the roses...and ENJOY your little ones before they're all grown up. I AM.And just for fun...I spy with my eye A STEPHANIE.